Behind the Player -- Paul Gray (DVD)

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Hopefully you will get a follow up in 3 months time and will have a better picture of how your recovery is going. If you dont hear, chase your Consultants secretary. I was treated at Atkinson Morley St Georges Hospital Tooting. All of this has led me into a depression I can't seem to get out of. It all seems hopeless. My memory is shot, my head hurts all the time, my Lupus keeps my arthritis flared up almost all the time, I can't stay awake for anytime, my hospital bills are almost punitive, and I am finally demoted at work. I feel like there is no light at the end of any tunnel for me. I am 9 months post SAH and have reached a level, and I will never get past this. Enter and hug the right wall. On the ground are several plates. If you walk onto them, they’ll kill you. I was very anxious in the first few weeks about being left alone and that I was going to suffer another SAH. I became so depressed that I was referred to a councillor. He helped me to realise that this wasn't my fault and that I had nothing to feel guilty about. And there stood my husband, love of my life, trying to understand it all, visiting me everyday and when I came home trying to get me to all appointments and make sure I didn't fall or forget my pills...I am sad to say it took me a while to feel his pain going through this...

I saw the consultant who operated on me in March and had an MRI and he was pleased with my progress. He did say fatigue could last many months/years as it is a symptom felt by many. I can now go out on my own and have even driven my car short distances as I also suffered from PTSD and was anxious outside. Things are improving but like many told me in the beginning- it takes time.

Bradley Cooper, who also worked with Carnahan on The A-Team, was cast in the lead role, but he was eventually replaced by Neeson. [5] Don't watch over your husband preparing meals, if people ask if you're OK then answer them truthfully - its the only way they'll begin to understand what you're going through. The administrators and moderators (the Team Members) reserve the right to edit or remove any post at any time. The determination of what is construed as acceptable or not as noted in these rules is up to the Team Members and not the users. Repeated violations of the above rules may lead to the user being warned or banned from the forums. I have to admit, my anxiety levels still rise in the week leading up to this day, after all this time you would think it should get easier to cope with, for me it hasn't at all, I still find it a very difficult day.

It would be really interesting to know how you are coping / getting on and if you are seeing improvements?I’m 33 and suffered my NASAH ( I think perimesencephalic) on 19th December so I am 11 days out. It was a very traumatic experience especially given current situation our wonderful NHS is in (I’m in London so am aware I’m more fortunate than many other regions!)

When they came in, it didn't really show if there was an aneurysm or not, so will need a MRI Monday, ready for their Tuesday meeting. So that happened Monday, then they could still see spasms, and won't send me home, even though I seemed ok(their words)I suppose I am about a month ahead of you or maybe less in terms of recovery, I definitely feel like the last couple of weeks I've made more progress with recovery so hopefully this is on the road ahead for you too! My wife never left my side the whole two weeks prior to rehab, but she left me during rehab. I had my 43rd birthday in the rehab unit. My wife and kids came and spent a few hours in the evening with me. The hospital made me a cake. My thoughts are with you on your first year and also my best wishes for many many more. This is tough, but life is beautiful and we are survivors. When people say are you better or ask if you are doing anything I want to cry. I am not feeling sorry for myself just frustrated at how I am not me. I haven't been out anywhere as I am just so weak but I do have a little walk in the garden, weather permitting.